i saw what you wanted me to and heard it all just the same . i felt everything and remember all of it. tonight i hope, these words will set me free and put you to rest....
i sit back and watch the situation at hand unfold. pretend not to care and then care too much. pay no attention at all while paying more than you realize. you talk without talking. its seen through foggy eyes and with hazy understanding, but seen all the same. your pretty good at this game, but someone forgot to inform you that I've played before. they also forgot to tell you that i am and will always be the mvp.
you were wrong when you said id forgive and forget. i didnt and i never will. dont think that things are the same because the past chooses to repeat itself. dont think that behind closed doors and under the mood lighting anything is ever the same. it is only the influence of this tiny love potion that makes any of this look so fimilar. they way its initiated, acted upon and finished are all extremely different. the mood has changed and you dont even look the same in the indentical light of before.
there was potential, or at least faked potential. behind the afternoons spent laughing, the nights wrapped in the warmth, or the mornings remeberence; i thought there was something. perhaps it was all faked but it will be infamous. who are we kidding, it always was. your great at convincing me you want me gone, im just better at believing i want to leave. your smile doesnt have the charm it used to, you arms arent as welcoming, and your kiss; not what it used to be.
ive been through this my entire life and you don't impress me. you know what your problem is, you don't realize when something good is starring you in the face. i may not have the street smarts, but im not that dumb.
you may have won a couple rounds, but the balls in my court and i will succeed.
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