you had me.

here i sit cold and alone. you did this too me. no one else. just you. to imagine that some one else had the power over me to make me feel so very alone in the world is astonishing to me. you provided me with dream after dream. gave a me a reason to believe, and things to hope for. promised me a brand new beginning. and just like all the others left me stranded alone. wishing for something it could never be. wishing for something more than it ever was. i stood proud and true on those words you wrote and believed in each promise you made. i think deep down i knew none was ever true. i made myself a believer, for i had nothing else to reach for. you were everything i hoped for, everything i dreamed about. but they were just words weren't they. its true what they say isn't it.. actions speak way louder than words. yours did at least. I've given up all hope. all belief. in something so real, something so incredible. they were all just lines weren't they? ones you've practiced over that years. they were perfection, weren't they? they had me fooled. you had me convinced. i knew it was too good to believe. i wanted so badly to believe though. i wanted everything you wrote to be the honest truth that i made it become so. your just like the rest of them aren't you? just like everything you promised against? everything i needed you not to be. well u had me at your word. you had me at "freckles". you had me.